Cullen
It's been a crazy week so this is the first time I've got to really sit down and think. It's just not ever going to be the same without you here. I'll regret being the only grandkid not giving you a wedding to go to, but I'm alot like you in the sense that I've always operated on my own schedule. I think you appreciated that. There's going to be alot of firsts without you this year. I've gotten so used to seeing you at the table during the holidays but I'll never get used to you not being there. As I've gotten older, the years have started going by faster. It's given me a sense of urgency to do the things that I haven't done yet, but it's also given me a reminder to stop and smell the roses. I saw you do alot of that these last few years. When I'm sitting there at Thanksgiving, people are going to think that I'm wierd because I'm going to being staring at what they think is an empty spot. In reality, im going to be seeing you sitting there with your fork in one hand and a roll in the other lol. Pop, one day we're going have a chance to sit down and catch up. Until that day comes, we'll all carry a piece of you with us wherever we go. I love you, I'll see you down the road.
