Gerard Goudeau
Dad, I e. Ever been the best to show let alone express my emotions. But I’ve always come back here to y’all with you and read what people have posted. It’s been almost 6 years and the pain still hurts more than ever. I was always reassured that it would dwindle but for me it feels as if it has intensified. The conversations I have with you in the morning and before I go to bed while praying help me cope somewhat. But to actually hear your voice would be ideal and the advice youve always given me has and will always be heartfelt. I love and miss you. I’m so sorry it’s taken me this long to even begin to write but if you only knew how much I’ve denied the reality. Time sucks. I wish I had 1 more opportunity, 1 more day of waking up and laying in your arms like I did when I was young to watch tv, just 1 more chance. I can never say this enough. I love and miss you eternally. Forever your son
Gerard Goudeau