Jamie De Selle
hey maw maw.... i can't seem to get you off my mind. i miss you so much. i can just picture your beautiful face smiling down on me right now... i have so much different feeling bottled up inside... i just miss you sooo much maw maw. i love you. i wish you were here on earth still but i know that is just selfish of me... i was just thinking of the weekends i use to spend at you and grandads old house on the corner, the black one, always right beside you cleaning for you or sitting in your lap watching you smoke 100 cigs... yuck! im glad you finally stoped that bad habit lol. you know maw what im really grateful of, is that i had a chance like the other family did to live with you the last year you were here with us... and bond with you like i never had before. i miss waking up to hear you say "BRIAN BRIAN!" AT THE END OF THE STAIRS WAITING ON KAYLA AND I TO COME DOWN AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU. YOU ALWAYS HAD HER CHOCALTE MILK AND DONUTS READY! YOUR SO GOOD TO US. SHE MISSES YOU TOO MAW MAW. I KNOW YOU HERE HER WHEN SHE TELLS ME SHE WANTS TO GO BACK AND LIVE WITH AT YOUR HOUSE AGAIN. MY DADS DOING SO GOOD BUT IM WORRIED ABOUT HIM MAW MAW... YOU WERE HIS EVERYTHING AND IM SO WORRIED ABOUT GRANDAD TOO. BUT YOU KNOW ME I WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE BUT MYSELF. HUH... I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW SOME OF MY THOUGHTS... I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU I LOVEYOU.