My sweetest love.... I miss you so much, I can’t believe you’re not here with me anymore. My heart is irreparably shattered and broken beyond repair. It feels so surreal.... I can’t wrap my head around this, it makes no sense. I want you to know (even though I know you know lol) you were the absolute best thing to ever walk into my life. I want to thank you for showing me a love beyond anything I could’ve imagined. You made me so incredibly happy.... we shared a love most people will never know.... you knew it too. I’m grateful, thankful and blessed to have be the one chosen to love you... I’m happy knowing you left this world knowing that not only were you loved beyond measure, but that you were actually worthy of that love. Even knowing how it all ended, I’d do it all over again. No question. I would love you a million times over. I don’t know how I’m going to live every day knowing you’ll never come home.... but like I always told you, we’ll figure it out, we always do. I’ll be ok... so don’t you worry about me. It won’t be today or tomorrow or anytime soon... but I’ll be ok. Thank you for loving me for who I was.... for accepting me as I am. For making me feel like the most beautiful and special person in the world... I wouldn’t trade any of that. You’re my best friend in this whole world and my heart physically hurts.... I have so much more I want to say.... I wasn’t ready for you to go.... but I’m glad you’re not suffering or in pain anymore. I will miss you and love you every day, until my last breath. I love you my punkin ❤️❤️❤️
